on monday, i went to see my specialist for my bones n muscle checkup, n they took my xray n told me to come back in a month's time for the results.. i thought 'oh yeah!!' n the next ting they told me is that they would write me a letter for reporting sick when i get enlisted.. wtf.. i thought they were going to defer my enlistment.. shit.. instead they wanted me to report sick, which is what i dread... i dun wanna go in there, eat n do nothing, n come out fat..
depressed, i tried calling Eddy but he was in a scout meeting.. n wasn't free to go out wif me in the nite.. so i went home n drowned my sorrows in gunbound.. but i was a little comforted when my dad gave me $100+ to spend cuz i was going ns.. i decided to buy 2 more batteries for my hp..
tues, didn't do much until Eddy called me up in the afternoon to ask me out at parkway. we ate some bk, did some shopping for stuff i need to bring into ns, played pool, den my dad called n wanted to bring us out for a feast.. my family + Eddy.. i decided upon marche at suntec.. ate like a glutton, all of us, especially my mum.. when we finished our meals n went out Eddy n i headed to the toilet, to find out that the toilets were lighted out cuz it was quite late (ard 11pm) .. we juz peed in the dark.. wonder how we managed to aim properly.. wahah.. after that my dad drove Eddy n mi to his hse cuz i was going to stay overnite there.
did nothing much.. didn't chat much either.. juz went to slp, but this time both of us slept on the floor together.. i couldn't get to slp until quite late cuz tinking of my ns, so i juz lied on the floor until 5+, den fell aslp after that.. we were both damn active in our slp n kept hitting each other unconsciously.. i got woken up by his hits many times.. n vice versa..
today morning Eddy went for his life saving course while i went home, hoping to catch some rest.. before i left i was given an ang pao by Eddy's parents for my ns.. den Gabriel n Raymond called me out to meet me at parkway. we had lunch, went to c hp, den played pool.. i was so damn sleepy, that i fell aslp in the pool center while waiting for my turn.. literally.. n Raymond had to take over me..
after Gabriel n Raymond left i went to big splash to look for Eddy, cuz he was having his course there. i reached there early n was like following him ard, n he was rather unhappy cuz he felt disturbed.. aniwae after his course we went to mos burger n bk for a snack n chat.. Eddy was actually trying to teach me the proper way of being a gd bro to him.. doh.. cuz lately i realized i'm being quite selfish to him.. n we talked abt it.. but it was quite an emotional conversation.. but in the end i decided to try to change.. we chatted for quite long.. more than an hour.. long time nv chat for so long.. aniwae Eddy had to meet his parents for dinner after that, and that was where trouble came in..
while i was on the way home, Eddy sms'ed me n told me a bad news.. a very very bad news.. cuz i have this small diary containing some of my dark secrets, n i happened to leave it at Eddy's hse.. half of it was written in a language onli i understand, so it wasn't a prob.. but the other half was written in english.. somehow Eddy's parents managed to get their hands on it n they read it.. n found out lots of shocking stuff.. initially it was meant for Eddy to read instead.. but it got left on the table.. n they told Eddy they wanted to tok to me.. i was so damn scared sia.. scared they become scared of me.. but Eddy helped to explain tings a little... let's c how tings will turn out after a few more days..
