Was woken up early by Eddy today cuz he needed to leave the hse.. Still got faint memories of mi yest nite halfway feeling very cold n snatching the blanket wif Eddy. My right feet was getting slightly better, but my left feet started to ache instead.. Went back to sleep, until around 11.30. did nth much today.. Juz stayed at home n waited for Ray to come, so I could help him with his project. Initially I was to meet him at TP, but someting happened to him there so he wanted to work in my hse instead. Was so sleepy throughout the project. In the evening, went to TJC carnival with Mervyn, whereby there wasn't ani interesting activities. Good thing we managed to sneak in instead of paying $4 for the ticket. On the way home, called Eddy to haf a quick chat.

For some unknown reason, I'm feeling very depressed today, again. Mainly not bcuz of Eddy dis time. Think too many things bothering mi again.. Maybe is becuz heard ppl tok abt NS life hear until depressed.. Or maybe little pieces of my past which brings back pain n sadness? But it feels terrible. I needed someone to talk to but didn't know wad to sae.. Cuz I oso dunno wad I'm feeling.. However, i feel damn tired also. Feel like my life is slowly fading out..

Finally, there is peace in my family for almost a week. Or at least between my sis n mum or sis n bro or sis n me, cuz I actually juz quarrelled with my mum yest in the kitchen, n Eddy also heard the commotion from the living room.