So damn tired now.. I failed my napfa today.. all becuz of my broad jump.. damn it.. the miracles happened.. i could do everyting, but wif the exception of the jump.. i got a 212cm.. still needed 4 more cm to get a silver.. n i dun tink i even got dat score myself loh.. i tink the invigilator pitied mi cuz i fell n landed on my whole body many many times while jumping.. it was like as if the whole world crashed onto me.. cuz.. failing to get silver means i wun get even a chance to be together wif Eddy or ani of my frens during ns.. i will try again at the end of dis month but i'm losing hope liao.. really dun haf much mood to retake or aniting.. n besides i dun tink i can ever get back those points i've scored for the other stations today.. i'm sure all of u noe how weak i am.. there's no way a miracle can happen twice rite?? i didn't even do my 2.4 today cuz i simply didn't haf any more mood to run.. i suck.. n if i dun get to be together wif ani of my frens in army i'll probably not be able to take it mentally cuz i'm still extremely dependent.. i'll die... who knows i might end my own life den.. dun tink anione can help mi now.. fuck life..
a recap of wad happened:
-my leg cramped when i was doing my situp.. gd ting the invigilator let mi take a 2nd time..
-i didn't know how to start my shuttlerun, to the dismay of the invigilator.. i was asking him 'err.. how do i run?'
-i ripped my anus when doing my broadjump for the 1st time.. it was so damn painful n when i told the invigilator 'i injured my asshole' everyone started laughing.. they didn't seem to believe me.. it hurt so much i was immobilized on the floor for 2 mins or so before being able to stand up.. i tink i'm going to shit blood tonite..
-many times i did my broadjump i fell flat on my back or side wif a huge 'thud' on the floor.. n everyone went "OUCHHHH!!!...".. i was so damn embarassed..
-when i opted out of my 2.4km i used the anus-rip as an excuse.. ppl oso asked mi y i dun wanna do my 2.4km i oso used dat as an excuse when it's actually i was too depressed to take
situp - 45
pullup - 7
shuttlerun - 10.3s
broadjump - fuck it.. 212cm
sit n reach - 40cm
2.4km run - heck it.. since i can't even pass my broadjump
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