Guess I can't adapt to a full working week after the recent barrage of leaves/offs/holidays. Totally shagged after work everyday, and damn mosquitoes r disrupting my sleep in the middle of the nite. Spent most of the time after work going out wif Ron n Ro, juz to relax. Took half-day leave on Thurs, to go home for a nap, see bikes wif Ron n Ro n then to Ron's hse for dinner. The playground downstairs my hse seems to be becoming one of our hangouts, and we would chitchat either there or ECP almost every nite. Some stupid SAF-related event to the zoo took up my Sat morning, depriving me of the precious sleep I really need. Ron n Andrew were having weekend duties, so I spent my Sat nite wif Ro, chitchatting near my hse. Occupied my Sunday afternoon with driving lesson, then met up with Laibao cuz he wanted to print something at my house.

Feeling abit down dis week, over some issues which has been bothering me for quite a long time. The pains of everyting n everyone changing, drifting frenships, etc. N the hate I have for SAF itself. Day by day my thoughts of joining a rebel group or someting juz bothers me more n more.

I really still hope for the day tings will change for the better. I know the old days will never come back - the days where each carefree us would go wild n enjoy ourselves like there's no tomorrow, where we would innocently enjoy n treasure all the frenships we've had. But I really do hope that there would be even better days ahead, even if tings are different from the past.