Hold Firm to Your Beliefs...

This morning had another weird dream... hey.. for some unknown reasons i've been able to remember my dreams lately.. 1st half i can't remember clearly.. is abt i advice someone abt wad bus to take n all dat.. 2nd part.. my mum did something very cruel.. she actually threw 3 live birchir (those long long fish in the tank inside my room loh..) into a pot of oil, n wanted to light their fins up on fire.. n they were swimming n struggling in the oil.. it was for some sort of religious sacrifice.. i managed to save the poor fish, though one of them was seriously injured, but survived. 2 were alrite.. i got them a better, bigger tank n they lived merrily ever after.. wahahha..

ok, i woke up n did basically NOTHING except for chat on net.. n went back to playing abit of Final Fantasy 6 to pass time, after sooooooooo damn long nv touch dat game. when i got bored of it, i switched to street fighter to bash up cyber-akuma wif my air combos.. wahahha.. after dat i realized i'm quite sick of all these games again... guess can onli wait for Ashen/HL2 to come out... these few days i noticed dat my appetite has grown tremendously.. shit man.. tink i'm putting on weight liao..

in the evening, went to Bedok interchange to meet Eddy for dinner. Had our usual Hup Lee again. following dat, i went to his hse, gelek ard, n we went dwnstairs for a stroll. along the way, we were debating abt whether it was Bernard's fault dat he last min pangseh the class at Paddle Culture cuz Changi called him up instead. wahahah.. I was on Bernard's defending side (though i personally dun click well wif him)..

after getting home I got on the net, n continued the religion-debate wif Weikang which stretched from yesterday. Okay, he was trying to get me to go to church n stuff, but I'm not very keen on dat, after having left church before (okay.. initially i was a buddhist thru my family.. at ard 14 I became christian, n at 16 I became free-tinker, cuz I didn't feel like myself when I was a Christian.. everyting had to follow church.. I juz want to be myself..). Somehow I feel dat everyone has their own beliefs, n we are all right in our own ways. We can let others understand our own beliefs, but I feel dat we shouldn't try to make others abolish their own beliefs juz to follow ours. For dis reason, i still encourage Weikang to stand strong in his faith, but I got abit pissed off when he kept trying to sae there's someting wrong abt my belief. this has happened to me for years.. Christians bugging me n telling me dat I should go church n read bible n all dat.. grrr... who r they to sae my belief is wrong.. aniwae, the conversation ended when i made a challenge wif Weikang.. I said i would go to church wif him for once, but I can guarantee dat i'll stand firm in my own belief n i will not be keen to go back after once (which he is sooo confident of).. click here to see his side of the story under the post "God's Wisdom"..