met Eddy at bedok to go eat BK n buy some stuff, den went fishing in the afternoon.. along the way there was dis crazy old man on the bus who spat rite in the doorway juz becuz the bus conductor chased him off for not paying his fare.. i was so disgusted dat i couldn't help pointing my middle finger at him.. when i alighted the next stop to wait for another bus, he arrived on the next bus, came up to mi n toked to mi in some unknown language.. i stared at him n he juz walked off n juz walked across the road like as if it's his road.. i threw some vulgarities at him n cursed abt him being knocked down by cars n all dat.. he juz walked off, laughing to himself.. n his fellow passengers who juz alighted were staring at him oso, shocked at wad he did.. so dat was how pissed off i was, cuz i dun do or sae dis kind of tings in even once a thousand years..

the weather was damn hot at 1st, but nearing evening it began to drizzle n rain.. didn't get any fish, but it was quite a gd day, mainly cuz i really miss fishing wif Eddy.. those old days.. there was a bunch of bladers doing some stunts n it was quite entertaining watching them.. saw an old man caught a REALLY HUGE queenfish (ard 1m long).. lightnings started to flash at ard 6.30, so we quickly packed our stuff n left..

i'm really blur today.. suggested the wrong bus twice liao.. first was when going fishing dat time, 2nd was when going home with Eddy.. i tot dat 401 was heading to kallang mrt station n we boarded it.. until it juz went right past kallang n reached Suntec we sensed dat something was amiss.. we almost reached orchard when Eddy went to ask the bus driver where the bus was going to.. we almost pengz.. quickly alighted n took 2 to Eddy's hse, den home..

when i reached home i washed my knife n bathed, den went bedok central walk walk before heading for parkway to meet Jackson.. had dinner wif him, den headed down to Eddy's hse again cuz he left someting wif mi earlier on n i wanted to go pass it to him.. finally went home, n along the bus i met XianMing.. so coincidential.. reached home, watched waterboys n slacked.. going to collect my pay soon..

napfa's coming nearer by another day, n my hope has been reduced also.. soon, i'll accept fate.. abt to haf no more energy to struggle animore.. i'm going to gif up everyting n change myself soon.. anitime real soon.. life isn't going to be the same again.. juz watch.. but i will never gif up my death wish..