No Peace

Went swimming n orchard with Raymond today, den dinner with my dad. Half an hour upon reaching home, the horrible wails of my sis could be heard again. Yet another quarrel.. My sis vs my bro this time.

Even if it's a small thing like getting disconnected from the Internet cuz of a power surge due to my bro bathing, my sis and bro would quarrel as bitter enemies, sometimes to the extent of chasing down each other with deadly weapons such as knives or choppers. And worst of all, it's happening on almost a daily basis. And it would range on and on for hours. I know how bad it can be, as I've been stabbed by my sis with a scissors 10 years ago, and the scar is still here. Deciding to lock myself in my own room most time I'm at home, I look helplessly as the quarrels n fights continue. Oh ya, I have not mentioned that my parents quarrelled very badly earlier in the day as well.

Fights, between my bro n sis, mum n dad, sis n mum, sis n dad, bro n mum, mi and sis.. I don't feel like my family's really a family after all. We may live together, but how well can we tolerate each other or understand each other? Some of my frens may even have seen them in action before. And have I ever seen such a conflict in my fren's family before? No, I can say. Not that I've seen it. Maybe that's why I hunger for family love when I step out of my home. Just let me tell u, the feeling sux...